April 19, 2003

Raison D'etre

Proper love takes multiple stages to mature. One must exude the level of maturity present in a 30-year bond before such occurs. A rich parent is a solution, but I believe your heart can be a better answer.

Do you love me? You don't know. I don't love you, so you're off the hook. Breathe a sigh of relief and feel content. Your life will go on.

The reason for the entry into your heart lies in your smile, your hair, your smell and your skin. I wonder and walk around like a fool; moments go by, and I think I've made a mistake in falling for you. But I walk on anyway because I'm willing to make that mistake for you. I am, but you don't know it.

Seconds are like pearls; for every one you jump rope past, you lose a priceless part of me. I'm like a pearl; not exactly feminine, but you'll need to get multiple parts of me before I can breathe your name in contentment.

But you try, and you fail. I believe in you, and you fail.

I wait, and I wait, and I hope, and I wish. I wish. I wish.

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It's always a gamble though. Infatuation is often confused as love, and if taken for granted, you'll get shitted on. I like this post. It kind of rings better than the usual "WHERE'S MY DINNER BITCH!" posts that you used to do a long time ago. <3

Ah... the joy that is coming and seeing DQNX14 on a Monday morning and see that comments are back.

<3

I am pleased to see that comments are back.

Lately, it seems as if you expect so much and inevitably you are disappointed. But I suppose hope is a good thing, though it has been a waste of time for me.

hope you're sleeping well.
'doo doo dee dah'
twiddling thumbs does more than just pass time.

love is fake.

if you think about it, natural selection dictates that it is better for each person to have more than one partner. it is just a probability game of survival, and the more mates you have, the better your chances of having offsprings.

supposedly, our brains are wired such that it is possible to depend on another person for emotional stability, etc. this is why, when you are going through a break-up, you feel lost and out of sync with life. you need some form of outlet, and once that link is broken you feel awkward.

interestingly enough, the two theories lead me to an important conclusion and an important question.

conclusion: love makes you happy, but in almost all cases it leads to too much pain and suffering.

question: if emotional dependency makes it so difficult to break up with somebody, why would anybody do it and why would anybody cheat on his / her partner?

love is fake.

Wow, this could not get any weirder.

YOURE COMENT COULDANT GET ANY MORE STUPIDER!!!!!11