Carried Away / February 04 2004
The reality is that there is no hope. There is no tomorrow and no aftermath. If you can't make a decision now, tomorrow doesn't matter. Pitter-pattering around, awaiting the next moment to wash you over is useless. Just do it now, get it over with and accept the consequences. Waiting just washes yourself with doubt and worry.
I don't think in dreamy ways anymore. I don't have the sense that tells me to be magical and wonderful. I just know that
The calm is near.
